168

the words
as words
what they have
what they give
words as words
how many words can a word contain
how many moments
and a letter
and a number
words as words
words as feelings

167

convergence
what if today
we all think of something
common
a common thought
convergence
what if today
we are together
around
a common thought
convergence
what if we all can do something
good
today
convergence

166

if i could
oh if
i could
i would approach you
i would take your hand
right now
and with our hands together
we both would leave this room
full of stories
the stories of others

165

let's try again
without net
just pausing a little between the keys
slowly
v e r y s l o w l y
really
from time to time
i like to jump into the keyboard
(as if i know what a keyboard is)
and start pressing exactly the same keys
i pressed some days ago
and
curiously
something different comes up
automatic
i am a machine
but you already knew that right?
so why does it come out
what's the purpose
how can i know if i am not the owner of randomness
what is the purpose of the most pure intuitive randomness
where's the horizon
of anarchy
is it something we may call a path
or just another dream
or a big nightmare
where's the corner where we can look
sit on a bench
and wait
for the next dream
intuitive
random
coming
from left
or from the right
who cares the direction the wind takes
if it is just another moment
and then i look at the black and white
and i wrote a big block
of nothing
again

164

so many words
so many games
so many thoughts without direction
and some can go
to the road of nowhere
even if they have some intention
there are no intentions on words
just thoughts behind them
no one should enprison
and yet
society so many times do so
enprison thoughts
and worst of all
enprison persons
on the freedom jail

163

the sea
the sea outside
the sea
looking over
inside
the quiet waters
arrested by the port
the sea
the sea outside
the sea
through the water i can see
the quiet waters
inside
under
something that reminds me
that cold beer i am looking at
and there it stays
looking for a day without coffee
and the wind stays also for tomorrow

162

are you
from the front
or from the back
are you
who you are
who you wanna be
who you wanted to be
happy
happy
don't worry
noone can be happy that way
there's a life of truth
and a dream life
you can live both
always
if you live
just to live
one of them
you're dead
already
can a dream life be a truth life?
what kind of truth are we talking here?
then

161

and after a while
looking to what pseudopoetry to choose
it was the moment
to go back to numbers
161
title
why should some titles become pseudopoems?
why should letters become words?
why should words become phrases?
why should i always return to this consistent indeterminism?
161
title
and i can't find a better subtitle
161
title
161
subtitle
161
what's the message?

160

i hear you
i hear you
you may think i don't
but
i hear you.
i hear you
and you may look again
go back and see
how many points do i have
and this one in here
has a point in itself
it's not only a point
it's a point, making a point

159

the guitar on my hand
and me
just me and the guitar
all i can do is to play
until my voice is over
even if i don't have voice
all i can do is to play
the guitar on my hand
and me
the sun setting
on the horizon
and i look at my second song
i lost somewhere
on a pda
where is it?
my second spng's now a new one
until i find my old second
to make my second become my third one
or should i change positions?
songs don't worry about themselves
all i can do is to play
seconds and seconds
seconds and seconds

158

last time i came in here
a bad news came in
why i attended the call?
last time i came in here
i could have been in another place
the phone call happened
it's not the phone
it's not the place
it's not the fact that i answered
it's just the fact the fact is a fact
obvious, isn't it?

157

it could have been different
but it had to be just like it was
coincidence
the eternal coincidence
that happens so many times
and so much more than it should
beautiful coincidence
all that it can hide
i love you
coincidence

156

the purpose of the letter
changed
there was a guitar on the sofa
almost a year not being played
you left it there
and changed
the purpose of the letter
it's not a letter anymore
it's music

155

c
a
r
n
i
v
a
l
be happy
with so many things to say today
nothing really important
what can be better than going out
with a mask
and forget the entire year
of another so many masks
be happy
yeah
doesn't it sound sincere?
let's do it again
YEEEEEEAAAAAAAH

154

a blind man
crosses the garden
finding his way
with a stick on the right hand
that's important
if it was his left hand
he could shake hands easier
but being the right hand
it's interesting to notice
how easily he was walking
how easy seemed his life
and we keep calling life difficult
even if
we can
so easily
see

153

you can go
where you want
painter
i can be the artist
or a human
i can be known as a painter
or as a person
i can be known as a writer
or as a person
i can be the person
therefore i'm no writer
but
then i realize
i'm just distracted
where's my neurosoul
i'm no person at all
so
far away from poetry
even though there are words in here
laughing of the world
laughing with the world
laughing of me
and if the world is laughing
no matter of who
i am happy
i guess we are all tired of a sad world

152

1
2
3
4
5
6
7
this is not original
1
2
3
hey!
1
2
3
4

151

she's singing
s'wonderful
how beautiful it is
s'wonderful
and i look at you
playing piano
where are you
s'wonderful
and now a new song
love letters
and then
i remember you
and another one is missing
besame mucho

150

almost 2
o'clock
exactly 2
and the most beautiful view
almost 2
there's leiria
for 2
if the sun shines
great
if there's rain
better
no sun, no rain
the castle's always there
and in the center
the beautiful old buildings
the walking areas
where's life?
almost 2
o'clock
exactly 2
and the most beautiful view
almost 2
there's leiria
for 2

149

today i write
to the entire week
going after the day before
i have done that once
and that way i stay focused
today i write
about your birth
you
were
born
today
my lovely
9 years ago
you were born today
and i can't deny
that you make me old
but you are my life
you remind me the days
we spent together
even though so many times
we look in the eyes without nothing to say
i close my eyes
i can see
yours

148

stones
and stones
and more stones
a stunning stone world
around us
and
stones
and stones
and more stones
a stunning stone world
and more stones
and stones
and
then

147

thousand kisses deep
to listen and listen and listen again
that simple phrase
three words on a line
thousand kisses deep
has no meaning or too profound
too deep
created by a man who uses a tie
and lived alone most of his time
thousand kisses deep
timeless music
on a mad clock made times

146

jumping
to find
something
jumping
to another day
jumping on
on
on
on
on
a box
do you want a box
do you want to feel it
this pseudopoetry
can only be understood
with the sound of nature
where you find
do do do mi do re do do do
and if it's not with a nice tune
try
do do do mi do re do do do mi do

145

creativity
as a process
efficient
without purpose
it's just another word
thank you all who call me creative
but i'm not
i just change places
and objects
and places
i just change objects
and all that
remains
or at least that's what i expect
because
nothing in life matters
we don't create
all possibilities
are
to destroy
chaos to find order
order to find chaos
evidences
are
we ever meet
where is creativity
is there only
humanity

144

reinvented
pi
reinvented
ip
both can be
different
is it pseudpoetry
memory
or meaningless garbage
it depends of you
for me
it's my life?

143

stand up
it could be comedy
what it isn't?
standing up
and going forward
to the other room
full
crossing the area
without air
no need to speak
and then it comes the moment
to go out
and listen the breeze
you can count the trunks
one on the bottom
two after
and
from a certain point
so many
and then it comes the moment
to look down to the floor
and the flowers come
through the grass
through the little clovers
lucky ones
or the ones who bring luck?

142

let's be
low
the average
let's be low
this can be something
be low
be something
here we go
be
low
what else?
doesn't everyone want to be big?

141

call it your moment
feel it
and check
does the moment serve you
if it does
you're happy
if it doesn't
consider your options
go on
call it your moment
feel it
the moment has gone
but it is
unforgetable