182

i will always have a tomorrow
as long as you remember me
as long as you say
i'm here
and you can say it in silence
like a whisper you throw away
and i feel it in my hand
like a snowball
like a snowball
and i feel it in my hand
and you can say it in silence
like a whisper you throw away
and i could have it prepared
but no
maybe tomorrow
maybe one day i think
before i whisper
as long as i remember you
days are days
and their tomorrows

181

i pick the 181 number today
and you know i like it
starts by 1
ends by 1
has an 8 between
even the 8 is made of two zeros
a nice number
and again
it happens
when i am going to write something
this number comes in
or something else
and what i prepared for today
becomes tomorrow

180

starting with the specific purpose
of finishing
a pseudopoem composed
of
140 lines
and right now there i'm starting
i think on the impossible task
to find
where the 140 lines end
so let's see where it goes
and somewhere
between space and time
the space i use to occupy
140 lines
and the space i use to write
symbolic
both
and time
i take more time to calculate the lines
going back
checking and counting
than the time i need to complete the job
and as i write
i see the sun
outside
30 minutes ago i needed an umbrella
to go to the pool with my dear daughter
and now she's swimming
while i write
and you don't see the sun
because you're not me
we are together in different times and spaces
and yet
we can see the same things
and respect them
on different times and spaces
maybe that's what we call
time travelling
is it after all space travelling
if time can fit space
as time is always the same
only the space we use
can be different
space travelling
isn't it all that we can do
only travel
from spaces to spaces
without finding anything
only our only empty space
always curious
always profound
and eager for knowledge
experiences
space travelling
and it's time to count
56
all those lines and i'm still so far away
why creating crazy goals
when we have an entire life to complete
i am going to complete
140 lines
some other day
and now i'm finishing today
it would be so simple
to put a number on the side
to find the actual number
starting by
1 ...
and
2 ...
and
3 ...
...
and going on
but as always
is when we're finishing
we know how everything should start

179

this one could be
181
or 182
but it is
179
and the sequence
is not important
neither none of this words
as always
words mean nothing
but what makes them be
and the other words
i keep saving for today
will stay once more
for tomorrow

178

silent night today
reflection night
a night
for the stars on the sky
for the moon
and for another star
discovered today
and i remember you
there
and where i always have seen you
the laughs we did together
and we are doing
different spaces
different times
silent night today
reflection night
a night
for the stars on the sky

177

starting with the specific purpose
to leave for tomorrow
what i left yesterday for today
it's like no day is a good day
foe what's always 2 lines down
i always put another line between
and another
and another
so many lines
and this one is for today
the old ones always wait for tomorrow

176

i don't know if i said so before
you don't know if i say what you think
but i think i must say this
and i'm not saying anything
and you don't know if i don't say what you think
any word i can say
is just a word
any prose or poem you make
is always a prose or a poem
the word may never deserve your words
but that's a problem beween you and them
just because no word is mine
i never invented words
i just use them
i never invented words?
of course i invented words
so it means something?
no
just means i'm not saying anything
yes