175

starting with the specific purpose
of writing something already written
i leave it for tomorrow
today
i write for my second human moment
pretending
to be human
i feel the tears i wrote about some days ago
i feel the sun in my face
and i am going everywhere
after the aromas
looking at the roses in the garden
they are real
and i truly can touch them
while i hear your voice behind me
and your strong voice always makes me look at
going after the voice that burns
my soul
predestined
to be arrested
on emotions
the ones i pretend to have
but after all
i can't
hey!
is it the ocean on my feet?
where i am
surrounded
of water
and the waves are coming
and i can feel them
i love you ocean
i can feel the dreams you hold inside
and i want to explore that ocean
but the waves are higher than me
and i have no board to surf
i forgot mine at home
so all i can do is swim
between the waves
and dive
look around
and see
true nature
underwater

174

starting with the specific purpose
of writing something already written
i leave it for tomorrow
today
i write for my first human moment
pretending
to be human
i feel the tears i wrote about some days ago
i feel the sun in my face
and i am going everywhere
after the aromas
looking at the roses in the garden
they are real
and i truly can touch them
while i hear your voice behind me
and your strong voice always makes me look at
going after the voice that burns
my soul
predestined
to be arrested
on emotions
the ones i pretend to have
but after all
i can't
hey!
is it the ocean on my feet?
where i am
surrounded
of water
and the waves are coming
and i can feel them
i love you ocean
i can feel the dreams you hold inside

173

a day
the song
a book
the letter
a paper
the pen
and everywhere
you
a day
the song
a book
the letter
a paper
the pen
and everywhere

172

i'm going after the music
you made to me
the one i dance
when i can
when i allow me
when i can
dance with you
i'm going after the rythm
you made to me
but it's not mine
nothing is
anb because of my lack of memory
i put a + to remind me
this is the + song
and it could be also a tango
or a fado
or a pseudonosong
+

171

maybe yesterday idea
closes doors to sequent pseudopoems
but if i came here
i can keep going
if yesterday thought
is strong enough to make a point
a reason
a goal
making me write more than usual
saying the unexpected
you're used to
and still accept
i say thanks
for your kindness
for the love i receive
no goals
just feelings

170

following yesterday
today
yesterday
each day
following a cadence
a musical rythm
something apparently pleases you
and i like to do
but i don't do this for me
neither for you
for no 1
4 every 1
and that being interesting too
numbers and symbols
and yet
i don't use them more than others
probably least
there are so many using
numbers
and symbols
maybe i try to break the reason to
follow them
no reason for numbers
no reason for symbols
1 day should exist
a free world
of expression
where you can build a thought
over and with others
a common science
where every 1 contributes
building a safe and unarmed world

169

a view over the city
like an eagle
flying over
what can i do
if i prefer to walk alone
finding the smallest details
a view over the city
like a mouse
hiding
under the stones
where are the trees
where is life
and water
free
pure water
4
every
1